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Dec. 2nd, 2004 @ 06:05 pm burnt!
she remembered how i was, so she liked me better at the time, and i guess maybe she was sort of proud, but probably actually just really pissed off about who was at the expense of my new found maturity.

then. all this came along.

witty, numb. and now.......

and now i act like i am two years old all the time.

everything is weird, i only hate cape cod when i am half awake. i don't like the cold. i stare at myself all day. i dont understand. thats alright. there is a boy at work that causes me to giggle and fumble over clothes when he walks by. i've missed that. it's weird how content i am with what i cant have, and how i dont want to care about not having anyone else because i only care that i can't have you, and i know that in time, i'll probably care about someone else this way, and there are people who are attainable, and worth such care, but i just want you. oh, and the boy from work.

i dont really want anyone.

thats the best part.

most of this is pretty........... overrated.

and my foot is asleep. dr.
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Date:December 3rd, 2004 02:13 am (UTC)
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I want to come live with you at the cape...and I'm actually serious...I miss you more than anything....
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Date:December 3rd, 2004 05:59 am (UTC)
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"there is a boy at work that causes me to giggle and fumble over clothes when he walks by."

i think that is the cutest, maura!

that little sentence there caused a weird, nice, warm feeling in my heart!

yeah im crazy >_<

but you are lovely!

and i miss your lovelyness to death =(

<3 missela (an old guy at my work calls me this)
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Date:December 3rd, 2004 06:46 pm (UTC)
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i agree that is the cutest.
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