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Oct. 28th, 2004 @ 05:46 pm backwashed thoughts, and you made me talk.
Current Mood: awwwish?
Current Music: no fucking idea
Slowly, but surely i am adjusting to this. the whole idea of it, calming the anxieties, and everything else, sailing away from, well, you know, uhm... you? and it's strange because i tend to, or used to at least, overflow with something when you came round, and now the circle, track on repeat, seems to have SOMEHOW ended (impossible!), and you, mi love, have been intercepted by some intersection, and have left me pining. oh, but of course! strange, strange, at the risk of sounding so very, very cliche, and idiotic, holy fuckin' dramatic, i would just like to take this time to thank you for tearing my heart down the middle, leaving it less sturdy, and no longer properly placed, allowing the current of my blood stream to rush the pieces to my elbows, equally, i swear. yes, thats right, even my elbows ache for you. pfft.

ah well, the other day on my way home from an attempt TIMES 2 to better myself, i noticed how amazing it all was. wait, no! i've always noticed, i felt how amazing it all was. to my left was all the wilting trees, colorfully withering away, and in front of me was this blank page of a sky, with this overly huge, dinner plate moon shaded into the background, it was far too early for it to take centerstage anyhow, and i drove, and felt good, and all that in itself should have been enough to calm my discontentment into an early slumber (for the love of god, why can't i just fall asleep?!), or even make the short term sleep a little better..........never! but! the next morning, which would have been yesterday morning, i woke up early for school, showered (holy goodness), hippity hopped into my whip, and felt good, actually good, AGAIN, and Elliott Smith was in my cd player, but it didn't make me sad, or everything beautifully sad, just floatier, feet dangling, almost forever, and realistically heartbroken, but to be that, and to see, and feel all of this, fucking oye, makes it all the more amazing.

mittens & leaves +(not second, but EXTENDED chances)

askjfhdskhfdshfjsdhfjsdhk. oye.







the hickey i gave myself out of boredom.


car ride, both determined, and car sick. i love how turtle necks give you 3000s chins.

now car ride number 2.


im a little boy. i swear.





someone should definately come to cape cod and dance with me now.>
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From:ourlove_ourguts
Date:October 28th, 2004 10:29 pm (UTC)
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oh sigh
what ever happened to the wedding
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From:thatshykid
Date:October 28th, 2004 10:56 pm (UTC)
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tell me about it.
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From:two_step_ahead
Date:October 28th, 2004 10:45 pm (UTC)
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oh how i miss thee lovely
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From:xteamnealex
Date:October 29th, 2004 12:07 am (UTC)
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hawt.

see you saturday.
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From:off_stage
Date:October 29th, 2004 12:36 am (UTC)
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you remind me of the popular girl in "shes all that"
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From:lilacsmack
Date:October 29th, 2004 03:17 am (UTC)
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mmmmm elliott.
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From:infinityxcubed
Date:October 29th, 2004 03:49 am (UTC)
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http://www.livejournal.com/users/_indierock_/1689.html

i like you
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From:hellagoodstar
Date:October 29th, 2004 06:28 am (UTC)
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i really like that striped turtleneck. and you're sexy. i'd like to add you to my list of people to marry.
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From:infinityxcubed
Date:October 29th, 2004 01:38 pm (UTC)
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you're such a cheater!!!!
is this how its going to be????
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From:hellagoodstar
Date:October 29th, 2004 04:47 pm (UTC)
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no, ok i take it back. amber, you're the only woman for me *sigh*
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From:mauraahh
Date:October 30th, 2004 04:36 pm (UTC)
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whatever. INDIAN GIVER *gives you an indian sunburn* yeah. thats right.
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From:hellagoodstar
Date:October 31st, 2004 10:02 pm (UTC)
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oh maura baby what i didn't tell you is that i LOVE indian sunburns!!!!

i wish we could have hung out more...i felt like i wasn't at my full awesome potential because i was a little bit nervous about meeting you & amber. i was a teeny bit more shy than normal. shhh don't tell anyone! but seriously, i can be a real freak. you must experience it.
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From:hadababyitsaboy
Date:October 29th, 2004 05:09 pm (UTC)
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i love you a lot
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From:thirdson
Date:October 30th, 2004 07:52 am (UTC)
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HI

you're really drunk and yelling at people right now,

adam says i'm drunk too. I'm aware of that.

anyways. i'm going to let you continue rambling at random people and going through the shit in my desk now.

i hope you enjoy yourselves...
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From:elenuial
Date:October 30th, 2004 07:54 am (UTC)
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Hi. It's Adam, and I can't type because I['k l druhnkn, and I bneleive it, and I know, and so are you what yare you ta,lking about?

OMG youre all drunk, and me too. lets keep being drunk. ha ha heh lol.
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ok i'm gtonna gi we can talk later, tomorrow at the party. rogjt? bye.
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From:_soldyourguitar
Date:October 31st, 2004 02:45 pm (UTC)
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Dear Maurua,
I take pictures of myself while I'm driving too. How silly. :)
I just wanted to let you know that I love you to an infinite extent and I miss you just as much. Plz, come & hang out with me soon.

Love always,
meggi♥
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